Friday, September 28, 2007
i failed two papers today.
what's worse is they are two papers where ppl usually score.
fuck it man.
usually i'm numb to failure. i laugh at F9s dammit!
today for some inexplicable reason i felt like crying.
it felt painful.
so i did smtg really stupid.
no i did not attempt suicide, anthea.
i stretched the rubber band round my wrist real high and let go.
it smacked my wrist hard, and it instantly became
really red.
for a second i thought i ruptured an artery.
then it started to swell. a real disgusting red swollen line accross my wrist.
BRILLIANT! uggh.
I noe it's wrong to turn around and blame God for everything that doesn't go my way, but if God gives wad's best for us then WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!
better still, when i was fuming at God at the bus stop, 265 pulled up.
I got up, sat down, and the graffitti behind the seat infront of me said:
" GOD LOVES! =)"i think i freaked out the person seating near me when i said " are you trying to tell me something here?"
oops.
-put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains, i dun wna do this again-
Y3:29 AM
