Wednesday, May 31, 2006
BEN TAN WAS HERE!!:D
Y8:58 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
haha... just realised i never posted abt YISS day 3..
ok anyway.. i can't really rmb wat happened..
the impt part was the outpouring of the spirit..
cool.
i din feel anything..
just saw alot of things.. and thought of alot of things..
and crying alot.
and then i would suddenly stop..
just stop.
and then it would start again.
weird right?
anw that's all i can rmb. sry
but there was this nice talk about the holy spirit by cassandra.. haha. she drew stuff on the whiteboard..
cute. yar.
haha. k that's all i have.. i gtg liao
Y3:10 PM
well.. its FINALLY the school holidays..
i am not exactly thrilled because most of it will be eaten up due to the vast number of commitments i am bound to :((
-BP quest
-Math remedial
-June church camp
-Chuch home visits
-IJTP campfire
-Job attachment
-Jubilate practice.. duno for what?! I am an usher damn it. what prac do i need?
-Healthy Lifestyle badge thing..
So i am left with one week to complete my pile of holiday hw...
In the words of Mr Choo # care!
i am going to take it easy
just lyk wad i always do.. haha
things will turn out fine.
Y2:38 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
today was the second ady of YISS... i dragged myself there.. IT WAS 8.30 IN THE MORNING!! HELLO??!! I was super sleepy but the talks were really enriching..
Besides having to sit in the cold hard floor all the time, and having ur legs cramping every hour.. it was really great. I truly feel my faith growing stronger..and i am not the kind of 'I-believe-in-God' kind of person.. yar.. so it's quite amazing for me :))
YISS is definitely something i encourage everyone to experience..
Y9:12 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
THIS IS A MUST READ IF U ARE FEELING DOWN AND IF U FEEL LYK THE LORD HAS FORSAKEN U OR GIVEN UP ON U. Denise won two tickets to over the hedge!! OVER THE HEDGE man!! i've been waiting for that movie since nanny mc phee came out. and i am sacrificing that for Youth In the Spirit Seminar(YISS).
Next week I have 3 tests and a speech presentation. sucks. and for the whole weekend i have only 10 hours to study because all the other time is taken up by YISS!! and 12.5 is inclusive of sleeping, eating bathing, playing... ii can't imagine how much is left after deducting all these.
However, today, something in me changed. Today was the day YISS started... I went there with a closed heart, frustrated and angry that i was spending so much time there. I rushed there from cca.. I was exhausted and didn't wish to participate. I only wanted to crawl into bed and sleep. Just then, aunty cecilia asked us to draw a picture that is seperating us from god then close our eyes and imagine a door.. My mind thought-
"oh wow!! time for me to sleep for a while" but my heart somehow refused.. so i ended up paying attention and imagining.
I drew me being squashed by a BIG 'F'- represents me being disheartened by the times
I failed, and in those times i questioned the lord. Where was him when I failed in doing something, or when I messed up. Where was he when i needed him most, where was he when i needed him to hold me and tell me things will be better? I was really getting emotionally worked up then.
At that moment, aunty cecilia asked us to imagine us walking towards a door with that picture in hand.
I did.
She asked us to walk through that door and see a beautiful field.
I did.
I saw a never ending expense of greenery, speckeled with golden marigolds. I felt the light zypher caress my cheek. The air smelt crisp and fresh, and beautiful blue and white birds roamed the open skys, filling the air with their joyful chirps. I was taken aback by the beauty lying before my eyes.
Aunty Cecilia said we saw a large tree and we started to walk towards it.
So I did.
As I approached I saw Jesus sitting beneath it.
I sat down and showed him the picture in my hands. I explained to him what it meant, and poured out my feelings to him. Letting go of all frustrations and doubts. Questioning him- Why? WHY WEREN'T YOU THERE??
Jesus looked at me and smiled.
He placed his hand where my heart was. and he told me..
"My child, I have ALWAYS been here with you. And I will ALWAYS be there for you."
Today, I walked out of that room, a changed person.
doubt no longer and believe
Y11:01 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
yay!1 today we went to carl's jr to dine.. mummys' day dinner :DD
it tasted delicious.. whoa the burger was lyk
HUGE, had to share with my dad.
damn full now..
oh OH!! and we went to this
HUGE candy shop called Candy Empire at Millenia Walk. and bought candy lah.. whoa the place was like three shops big!! and
FILLED WITH CANDY.. pure heaven man.
Y10:09 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
hah today as i was sitting infront of the com, and wandering if my blogging day has reached... i realised i am actually one month plus late..oh dear. coz i started blogging on 8th april 2004.
happy belated blogging day to me. ((:
Y12:41 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
cause i had a bad day
everything's wrong
my head's spinning round
and i feel lyk a dong!!
made a BIG mistake today. -sigh- don't think i wanna talk about it here..
Ben Tan messed up BIG today. )):
Y9:32 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
helped my mom rip the tracks from her new andrea bocelli(spell?) CD and trans to her phone.
she din noe how.
so i did.
he has a beautiful voice. ((: beautiful-
hope that can count as a mothers' day pressie.. haha. i am an evil daughter.
ai ya. i spent the last MONTH thinking of what to give.. my brain cells have all died on me.
i give up.
how??
oh stacey if by a tiny chance u happen to read this pls tell isabel to hurry with the greetings from imrie hse CD. ok? thanx man.
worst still i have a whole long list of presents to give.. too many ppl on my waiting list...
today is Ds BDAE!! yay. happy b'dae.
this sun is mother's day!! happy mother's day mum!
29th is my dad's birthday. Happy birthday DAD!!
31st is my sis birthday. Happy birthday Anthea!!
June 18th is :
my mum's b'dae.. happy b'dae mum.
fathers' day.. happy father's day dad.
and their annversary! happy anniversary.
I think i need to start robbing banks.
i am gng to be so broke after this.
sigh-
to D: i am only doing this becoz it is ur b'dae today. and i don't wanna spoil it for u. so i am freakin sry alrite? sry if u got upset. sry if u felt lyk slapping me. not saying that u shld but sry. ok? I AM SRY. i seriously cannot believe the position i am stooping to. if u really want i will close both eyes and turn around and take it that it all nvr happened and that it was just one bloody sq. ALRIGHT? FUG!
Y9:20 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
yay... I managed to achieve my gold this year... just one more year to go...
one more year...
Y9:28 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
haha... changed my skin...
wow
feeling taller already! ((:
Y11:54 PM
hey peeps listen up...
guess wad??
SAINT NICKS HAVE NO MID YEARS!!!woohoo!
thats right. be very jealous-
Y11:51 PM
