Saturday, September 29, 2007
lost? ditch the map. ask god!
these few days everything has been a mess. i have been feeling shitty and lost. not sure where to start picking up the pieces and continuing down the road before me.
each day i ask god for dirrections, to guide me through..
i may still be lost,
but at least i know i'll get there.
Y3:35 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
i failed two papers today.
what's worse is they are two papers where ppl usually score.
fuck it man.
usually i'm numb to failure. i laugh at F9s dammit!
today for some inexplicable reason i felt like crying.
it felt painful.
so i did smtg really stupid.
no i did not attempt suicide, anthea.
i stretched the rubber band round my wrist real high and let go.
it smacked my wrist hard, and it instantly became
really red.
for a second i thought i ruptured an artery.
then it started to swell. a real disgusting red swollen line accross my wrist.
BRILLIANT! uggh.
I noe it's wrong to turn around and blame God for everything that doesn't go my way, but if God gives wad's best for us then WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!
better still, when i was fuming at God at the bus stop, 265 pulled up.
I got up, sat down, and the graffitti behind the seat infront of me said:
" GOD LOVES! =)"i think i freaked out the person seating near me when i said " are you trying to tell me something here?"
oops.
-put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains, i dun wna do this again-
Y3:29 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
i had my last paper today!! ((:
it sucked, but who cares!
what's more important is:
I SAW CHRIS DAUGHTRY LIVE IN PERSON AT HEEREN TODAY!!!!
UBER COOL!
thank god for D and her camera!
love this guy's hair man!
Y2:26 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
i was watching tv and they were playing Marriah's we belong together...
I SWEAR I WAS BLIND!
I JUST REALISED WENWORTH MILLER WAS IN IT!!
AHH! OMG!
go check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tabcCItf76YWENWORTH MILLER IS EFFING HOT!
gng back to watching it another million times now.. <3
Y2:30 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
5 hrs ago, mel and friend left for taiwan.
5 mins ago, the news announced taiwan experienced an earthquake.
dammit, now i wish they were back at my place.
god, be with them, keep them safe. amen.
Y4:35 AM
Friday, September 07, 2007
mel and her friend crashed my place today.
wonder if my parents noe..
prob not, and i'm sure as hell not telling them.
shhh.
worst part is i can't get any studying done with her here.
UGGH.
GHOST WHISPERER
TOMORROW TODAY!
AHHH! I'M CURRENTLY HOOKED TO IT!
i've been a loyal watcher since the seires began but somehow never felt this attatched to it..
i bet it's cause my TV time has been severely cut to almost zilch so this one hour is YEAA!
Y3:22 PM
OMG Os are coming!
time to start planning what to do AFTER Os!
yay!
ERICA'S TO DO LIST:1. TOUR ITALY
2. play lots and lots of POOL
3. suntan
4. watch LINKIN PARK ar indoor stadium?
5.. buy a whole new wardrobe
6. watch all the movies i missed out on in the past month or so..
7. watch even more movies. oh and popcorn!
8. DAE 1000th ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION! don't think i forgot guys.. we still haven't celebrated properly..
9. eat that XO fish head noodles at holland v with D and gang.. we planned this since last yr.. never got down to doing it
10. cheapo club outing!
11. sleep for a whole day
12. highlight my hair
13. paint my converse
14. go A's house ans play tennis/bball/wadv there is there
15. take neos with anthea. i can't believe i haven't done that yet!
16. finish composing my unfinished song
17.
CELBRATE MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY!
18. go to hong kong with DAB?
19. get a job, earn $$
20. hang out at settlers cafe and drink LOTS of coffee
i can't think of anymore now.. but i'm sure there will be (:
for now, i have whole other list of things to do..
i think i'll start with plate tect.
uggh.
Y3:20 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
last night's Shine Jesus Shine rally was awesome!
I jumped and screamed til i almost lost my voice! (:
the healing session was prob the highlight of the whole thing.
It was really beautiful, with the whole reflective atmosphere, the gentle breeze, and the reassuring glow of the cross on top of the church's steeple.
ahh.. i felt so clensed and happy after it that..
WE ALL WENT TO EAT PRATA!
((: at the prata house.. better than jalan kayu but can't hold a flame to cassurina curry [YUM]
the prata man was so hilarious!
"that's all? VERY GOOD."
In the end we ended up laughing more than eating.. i had stomach cramps throughout the whole night, thanks to stacey stefanie, debbie, isabelle, elaine, lamechop and gen!
What I have learnt from tonight:
1. Never ever try to jaywalk with Debbie. You'd get run over thrice.
2. The orange Bacardi sold in cheers is nice. (I prefer it with coke tho)
3. It is going to rain on the 15th of September. MARK MY WORDS.
(: ONE WAY! JESUS! YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I COULD LIVE FOR!
Y5:41 AM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
GAAAAR! >.<
my dad is an idiot!
i hate him!
I HATE HIM TO THE CORE AND DEEPER!
FUCK HIM THAT CONCEITED BASTARD!
when i'm sitting around relaxing after screwing my mind over trigo he scolds me for not doing work!
when I am doing work and i'm seriously concentrating for once he scolds me for not watching over my little brother and not telling him to eat his freakin dinner!
(he called home earlier telling me to tell him to eat and be ready for tuition by 7. I DID! TWICE! AND HE EVEN REPLIED OK! I'M SO GONNA PUNCH HIM DEAD TMR MORNING WHEN I'M SICK AND FRUSTRATED AFTER PHY AND AM!)
HELLOO! he was there too! he could have done it himself! and when i pointed that out to him, he said " I TELL YOU TO DO IT YOU DO IT, OK?" and earlier that day Anthea asked me to pass the consent form to dad cause she had to go for class so i did and got scolded again. FOR NO REASON! he just wants to pick a fight.
ok I'll fight. and he will lose.
he ALWAYS does anyway.
He even dared to say good night to me today.. I told him to go to hell.
yes, i am a bitch, but what do u expect?
I am after all the offspring of an EFFING BASTARD!
Y3:12 PM
