Saturday, July 24, 2004
It's painful when u lose a close friend, sure there are many fish in the ocean, but this one "fish" is special to me... We used to do lots of stuff together: working, playing, chatting, laffing(we loved doing that)... This friend of mine is a sports girl, no offence but i feel that it's because of sports that she is starting to change and become very snooty... afta 6 yrs of schooling and countless experiences with friends, i found that most people drift away from me due to other friends in their same cca(esp pple from sports)and become proud... Not that i m jealous that my friend doesn't spend as much time with me as she used to, but she's changing alot and all i can do is stare helplessly at her... It's just really painful... 2dae i have been sitting by myself the whole time in class, even during recess i didn't talk much to anyone... this is because i spent the whole day thinking of wat to do about dis situation... finally i gave up as i feel there is nothing i can do,so i decided to let it go... painful but it will be even more excruciating if i didn't... Painful... :(
*everything's changing and i don't feel the same...*
Y7:54 AM
